A standstill at EVERYTHING....

Last couple of days i've been doing practically nothing. Thursday, I got pissed off because apparently I didnt schedule my driving properly so the DMV screwed me over, so nowwwww I cant be sent out to bootcamp on monday. Am I mad? Its bitter sweet to be honest. At first I didnt want to go so soon but now I did want to leave. Now I have to to stay here -sad face-. So I did what I usually do to take out my anger, go run. People start throwing bitch fits, or get mad at other people, nope none of the above for me. I run, tire myself out to get rid of any emotions. The shit works. Took my friend out to eat sushi, too funny watching her try to use chopsticks. No I don't like her, i'd hit it but shes a bitch on somedays. Anyways as for today, its friday. Sadly im not even excited for today, I remeber when it was monday and I use to be bitching wishing that it could be friday. Now that im out of school, I basically have nothing to do. I would party today but it seems like everyone is doing there own thing now. Kind of sucks how everyone drifts apart after high school but once I join the air force there'll be tons of time to meet new people. Best summer my ass, I had more fun sophmore year when I use to drink jack daniels during summer nights with my bestfriends just for kicks. Maybe it was more fun 2 years ago because it was all new to me. Maybe I just gotta find something new to me.... Hmmmmm but what is the question.