Learning the difference between a black and white situation...

    When I say a black and white situation, I don't mean the races, I mean an actual situation where something is right and something is wrong. I learned through a lot of days and nights of pick up that everything is GRAY in pick up. Why am I saying this? Because there are so many variables, situations, atmospheres, environments, etc... You can go in with the biggest plan but the chances of that scenario actually go planned as rehearsed is one to none. Every guy's style is different, some are naturals which are the lucky few that probably never studied an ounce of pick up their whole life, then those are the guys that studied pickup and applied it, then those are the ones that studied pickup but never actually go out and attempt it.
    My true journey started out when I was a semi-natural, believe me I was no James bond. I just talked to women with because of the simple fact I was the only brother of five sisters. Once I found out that this shit is fucking awesome, I then stumbled upon a few videos which sparked my interest in pickup. That forever changed my perspective.
   The whole point of this post really is just to share my thoughts. Another thought I've been having is what my next job occupation in life is going to be, the one currently im in isn't great and I don't love what I do. I want something a little more unstructured, something where i'm the boss, where I can teach people but also learn about myself and life in general. Im just rambling on and on... But I thought about creating a business about pickup/dating coach. I am in no way ready to assume the position as a dating coach, but as for a pickup coach, I do believe im ready for that position.
   The reason I don't believe I could be a dating coach yet is because I've never really been that great at dating, i'm great at the initial approach, taking her on a couple dates, getting laid, then calling it quits on her. I never really go above and beyond. I've also learned about my self is that I can really get caught up in the moment if the "pussy was good." I've said and done some things that would strongly relate to Ted Mosby from "How I met your mother".

a little change of heart

All my life, I have been a pretentious, under appreciative, spoiled, inconsiderate brat. A recent event had me thinking, thinking extremely hard, I do believe I handled the situation in the most appropriate way. It really opened my eyes to the wonders of actually helping others and being less of a self centered douche. What I've been telling my self lately is :"just be nice, be niceeee, no matter how irritating the situation is, just remain calm, money is just money, family and friends are more important, etc. etc." Lately its been taking a positive impact on my life, not so much on my wallet, but that isn't the most important thing in the world compared to being a great person potentially a great leader. I've been doing a lot of thinking about my future, and I just wanna blow everyone out of the water with all the great things I've been doing. I wanna get my name recognized to create a better for my self and my family. Getting promoted is pretty tough in my position, but not only do I want to get promoted, I want to become a better overall person and be stamped a leader. Better days are definitely on the way....

couldn't have said it any better

"Strength is the product of struggle, you must do what others don't to achieve what others won't."
                                                                             -Henry Rollins

Recap of the weekend...

I thought long and hard about not drinking during the weekend, but by the end of the week, I was so pooped and needed to really loosen up. It was a long rough week, and I felt like I needed to escape reality by drinking. I wasn't piss drunk, I knew when to cut myself off, which I think is a great aspect about myself. Anyways lets begin with Friday.
   So at about 8 pm, I took a nap that was only suppose to last 1 hour, turns out lasting 2 hours because my alarm didn't go off. So this extremely long nap didn't refresh me what so ever. I lost all social momentum that I was building up during the day, at this point I was like, "fuck it I need a drink." Took a taxi over to a club about 15 mins away from my place. I'm not really a fan of the area this club is located in, but I didn't really have much of an option since all of my friends were there. As soon as I got in, I order a couple drinks, scouted the area, danced a bit. I already broke my rule, didn't machine gun the place. There was a good amount of women, totally disregarded that. As the night goes on, I start breaking through and began slowly began creating a steady social momentum. One of my lines for the night was, "do you know how to twerk?" I got a lot of smiles and giggles. I even attempted to perform it on some random girl hah. Me and a buddy went outside to the smoking area, he smokes, I don't. I started a random conversation with a group of beautiful women. My buddy was vibing the  short girl, so I laid my eyes off her. I began talking to the alpha girl of the group, I was fascinated by her tounge piercing. In my head, "I love bad bitches that's my fuckin problem." I was demonstrating value, strong eye contact, and just overall showing I was genuinely having a fun time.
    The girls then decided they wanted to dance, so we followed. I ended up dancing with the tongue pierced girl the whole night damn near. We were dirty dancing the whole night, grinding, whatever its called. We made out a lot, she reached up my shirt, and im retarded. EASILY, EASILYYYY, could've pulled her. I don't know what made me not do it. It couldn't have been the alcohol, I stopped drinking a couple hours before I met her. Anyways, the night grew old, ended up getting her number. Not satisfied with just her number, nor the interaction, but I can use these as reference experiences for the future.
    A couple things I noticed over the weekend that I just noticed were:
Isolation: I didn't isolate the women I talked to/made out with. Isolation is key, it creates a focus between just you and your girl
Time restraint: I did not once use a time restraint on any women. A simple time restraint that I usually used was, "hey lets talk for two minutes then I gotta get back to my friends"
Kino escalation: "My escalation was pretty bad, I had several opportunities besides the polish girl aka tongue girl. Several times.
   Overall I would rate this weekend on a scale from 1-10 a 6 for pick up, 8 for fun, 8 for pickup references.

how i feel when ever i walk into a club with my buddies...

how to get over your ex

Depending how big your game is, big or small. However long your relationship is, long or short. How deep your love was, amazing or bland. All these variables can cause you to either lengthen or shorten your period of recovery to getting over an ex. The one simple solution that'll work 95% of the time is to go out and start fucking multiple girls. Once you get up to about 12 then you'll hit the, "whose that again, her name sounds familiar." NOTHING is impossible, get over her, you can do so much better player.

The basics for a night out

Day game and night game are two totally different types of terrain. Day game is usually a lot long, more conversing, more time consuming, more, more more more more more. As for night game, it can be short and sweet or long as hell. In order to dictate your night, it all depends on YOU and building your social momentum. I learned a while back from a really good group of PUA's on how to set up your night for success.

-Open all: As soon as you see a girl/people/whomever in sight, open up. This is the initial start to your night, this is going to be the foundation for your night. This is going to be hard at first because maybe you've had a shit day, or your just not in a social mood. This is also called machine gunning, your opening up to every set in your way, one after another.

-Minimize time between interactions: You want to constantly keep approaching to build up your social momentum. So meeting all sorts of people will help build that.

-Don't judge yourself: Your building up that social momentum, ofcourse your gonna say weird things or get blown out. This is important because if you begin to have negative thoughts then you'll begin to get discouraged.

-Have fun: This cannot be stressed enough. Have fun in every interaction. If your having fun, then people around you will sense you having fun, then they'll feed off your fun which will build your social status.

-Keep it short and sweet early, burn it to the ground late: Just like what it says in the first part, short and sweet interaction. By burning it to the ground late, at this point you should be in your god mode and should be peaking your social momentum.

-Keep building on every interaction: This is for the same night and can be used as reference experience in later pickups.

Then once your on your roll, this is where you begin to choose which girl your taking home with you. Now this doesn't work all the time, every night varies. You could always find that girl that is awesome and will come with you just a couple hours into your night. You could end up only doing half the steps. You could already have social momentum built up and already peaking by the time you go out. You may not be having fun right away, just ease your self into it.

keep on swimin'

Shit tests are what can either break you or give you more reference points on how to overcome a certain situation. A shit test is basically when a girl is testing you when you do the initial approach. During this shit test a girl is try to find out what kind of man you are, if your worthy of vagina, are you a chump, are you an average joe, etc. While this is occurring you must show how much of a boss you are. Display your dominance.
   If you happen to fail the shit test, its NOT a fail, its a reference point. A reference point is something that is learned due to previous attempts. Analyze your full interaction and recall what happened and pin point what worked and what didn't work.
  During this whole process, have fun with it. Self amusement is what carries a pua. If you aren't having fun, if your not negging her, then your doing something wrong. Getting laid SHOULD NOT be the only thing on your mind on a night out. A night out, your only thing that should having fun, getting laid is capping off a great night with a great ending. When your watching a good movie, do you skip the entire movie and just fast forward to the climax? NO, you watch the entire thing then enjoy that amazing movie with a great ending.

"Far better is it to dare might things, to win glorious triumph\s, even though checkered by failure... than to rank with those poor spirits who neither enjoy nor suffer much, because they live in a gray twilight that knows not victory nor defeat"
                                                     -Theodore Roosevelt

Back, time to go HAM.

So my previous relationship was a fluke. No need to talk about it. Just moving straight on. But I will tell you how I reacted to the ending of this relationship. I was sitting in mcdonalds basically dancing in my seat, a weight was lifted off my shoulders, and my head automatically turned on the gaming mode switch. With that much said we can move on now. Oh and I got a bit of a head start on the break up, made out with a girl last night...

Being out of the game made a pretty big impact on myself, last night it was pretty hard to approach. Maybe since I was still technically in a relationship so that's what could've been holding me back. But tonight, tonight is the night I go ape shit, nothing is holding me back now.

In order to have a successful night along with future endeavors. Here's a list of some of the things that ill need to exert success.

-Unreactiveness: Whatever the situation that's going on around you does not matter, the only thing that matters is the bubble that's holding you and your target.

-Dominance: Create a mindset of dominance, stick with it and don't doubt it.

-Don't be afraid to fuck up: Practice makes perfect, but don't test the water by dipping your toes in to the pool, dive right in

-Step out of your comfort zone: How boring is it to stay in your comfort zone your entire life. THRIVE in the moment

-Building social momentum: Pick up is just like a sport, you need to warm up before you head into the more strenuous part of the activity. That could mean getting blown out by several sets just to get the night/day into a steady pace of social action.

Innocence doesn't last forever....

   It kills me knowing, thats daddy's little girl/boy isnt that good of a kid anymore. They no longer have child hood innocence. They no longer are ignorant. They discover the world will eat them, beat them down, and bring them to their knees if they allow the world to... Its up to them to stay strong, and if they begin to break, they then need to express how they feel to someone they trust. And if you have no one to trust... well then your doing something wrong, your not taking a risk and letting people into your life, but also you could just be letting the wrong people into your life. Its all about you deeming if the person that you call your "friend" is trustworthy. Life is what you make of it. You could either go day by day whining about how the day is gonna suck and do this day after day until you take your last breath. Or you can be a dreamer, retain that childhood imagination and ignorance, just be responsible with it... As for me... I want to always be a dreamer. I want to stay as the goofball, beligerent, and ignorant kid. The kid that doesnt mind what people say, because in the end, whose having more fun and enjoying life at the end of the day.... The guy judging the little kid having fun and just enjoying life or the envious and bitter man who regrets everything.

My pictures 99% have nothing to do with the posts. I just like funny pictures, so that whenever I go back and read my blog, I can laugh at them, who doesn't like a good laugh?

lets get weirdddddd....

       I was looking for a damn leather jacket in Peterborough, didn't find one... Well I found a couple but they were in small size. Seems like all the clothes in this country is small -_-. So I left empty handed, sorta. I bought another doner, its a german food, I believe. It has some sort of meat then is wrapped in a pita bread with whatever toppings you want. Theyre not amazing but not too bad in this country. I honestly miss Mexican food probably more than anything right now.
      I watch youtube more than I watch tv/movies/anything combined. One of the channels I've recently gotten into is BFvGF(go check it out instead of me explaining it, lol). Anyways the bf and gf have such a strong trust in each other that I adore. Besides that, the bf rarely goes out but when he does he sometimes gets drunk, and hes one funny ass drunk. I miss those days, seems like the "days of freedom". By no means is my gf tying me down, I just feel like if I went out then i'd just be leaving a mystery in her head of what im doing when I go out. But I know for a fuckin fact I wouldn't do shit with another girl. So heres where trust is gonna have to come into play.
LETS GET FUCK WEIRDDDDDD. :D

time to relaxxxxxxx....

Just got done with one of the biggest tests ill have in my career. I was really aiming for a 95/100 but i did an "ok" just and got an 87. its not the biggest deal in the world to anyone but i feel like i could've done better. but anyways i only studied for  like a day and a half, i had months to study for it. so not too shabby for a guy that studied last minute...
       i'd be a fucking liar if i said i wasn't gonna miss my girl when she moves. but thinking about her leaving already is eating away at me. basically delaying the inevitable. its cool though, im learning to appreciate my time with her, and i could see this as a life lesson. appreciate the small amount of time i'll have with people.

Clear to me...

So I went out last night with 2 friends of mine last night and theyre were so many beautiful women, a lot. I'm proud of my self that I stopped any attempt on hitting any girl, its seriously natural reaction. I  had to constantly remind my self of Rachel (gf). So I just relaxed the entire night, it was a pretty shitty night though, I drank just a little bit but started to get a headache. It may be because of the supplements im taking... Anyways I don't really like alcohol, or the feeling it even gives me any more. I feel like it isn't fun anymore, or maybe because of the people I went out with weren't fun. but anyways im not so much into partying anymore. Although it was fun to watch dudes spit game, and fail, good times.

not so much...

Im not into the game much anymore, actually at all. I don't study it, don't practice it, but I do like watching footage of PUA's at work. I like to see and compare their styles. I'm happily in a relationship right now, and im not one to cheat, so the game isn't really the thing anymore. Im going to pick it back up at one point but for now im just cruising on the relationship boat, its a nice boat btw.
On the other hand I've recently got into weightlighting/bodybuilding. Its a good time occupant. I don't just spend time in the gym and go home and forget everything and eat whatever. I study nutrition, techniques for lifting, different supplements, and cook constantly. Its like a hobby, it takes a lot of dedication and effort. Im currently at 170.6 lbs trying to reach 200 by the end of the year, its a huge leap but I have the right mindset right now to get me to that goal. Im at a slender athletic build right now. Taking about 6 different supplements, you bet your paycheck im drinking a lot of liquids.

Success is the greatest revenge...

I always thought of ways of getting people back for things they've done to me. But I've learned to forgive and forget, let your success show them what your made of...

Im not the jealous type, but damn....

Jealousy usually never gets to me, but it all depends on the person and situation now apparently... I actually really like the girl im with, we just had sex the other night, which was the funniest I've ever heard, but that's a whole different post alone. Anyways, she sends me a message the day after we had sex, saying if we were just friends or still talking. In my head i'm like whats going down here o_o. so I just reply "yea were still talking, I would assume so, unless somethings up?"
    she said nothing was up but that question got me questioning her question. But I play off the question like it was whatever. so then she leaves me another weird message on facebook, while I was asleep. Ill just copy and paste the fucking thing to make my life easier.

Her:"ermmmm tonights been kinda weird..and even though you don't know about it it still was about you..which sounds weird. I'm really tired..like almost asleep, past my half awake stage. but even if we can't fix our problem i still like you...like you're a really cool guy. and ya know how you said i made you wanna be a better person or something like that? well idk if you've changed or not but i actually became better tonight..like i made smart decisions that i normally wouldn't take. hahaha this is probably not making any sense so I'm gunna go.......(:"

Me:"Well it made sense when you said it just explain the whole situation of what happened"

Her:"so this guy had the house to himself last night and he kept trying to get me to come over but obviously i said no. (thats what made me wonder if we were still talking or what) but then he was trying to get me to come over and just hangout and he said nothing would happen and idk if you're talking to other girls or not but i knew id still feel kinda guilty for going over even if nothing happened. and then my ex called and like he can't get turned on with anyone else so he wanted to have one last time or whatever and i told him no and i said i liked someone and he's like "well nobody has to know" but i could never do that. like even now i feel like i need to tell you the truth and i feel bad even though nothing happened and even if u are talking to other girls too id still feel bad and now I'm jet kinda rambling on...but there was a time that i probably would've gone over to that guys house and i would've made dumb mistakes. id still feel guilty but i woulve gone but now like i wouldn't have gone cause i didn't and I'm rambling on again..."

I was glad she told me, but god that killed me, seeing other dudes trying to hit on her. That made my heart drop, I know she didn't do anything with these geeks, its just the thought of another guy trying to get with her. Pissed me off, but i'm not about to go on a man hunt, LOL.

Kinda makes me think about the Game. guys must really wanna fuck me up, i'm viewing the side of an AFC(average frustrated chump). It fucking sucks how the tables can turn that easily. Fucking hate that feeling, I hate the feeling of me not being able to be there for any girl im with and not being able to protect her. I feel like I just went back to square one. But that mindset can't possibly last long, god I hope not.

I also hate the feeling that the person you really like is about to be gone and be out of your life damn near forever. Shes leaving in a month, I can't do anything about it, but bite my tounge and say goodbye.

Falling for someone is probably the hardest thing someone can go through if theyre is a doomed outcome. Just terrible. I feel like I should cut her off now, but i'm so tired of not being able to finish something that I start. I need to follow this through until the brutal and bitter end...then its time to move on...

the only easy day was yesterday....

on the fence...

im currently in some what of a relationship now, she told me not to put a label on it "bf/gf". Since shes leaving to California in like 2 months. it sucks knowing shes a cool girl and all but I have to get my gaming mindset back on track. its hard to get the mindset back when shes damn near always on my mind. so im just on the fence of how im going to do things for the next 2 months. since technically im not her boyfriend then its just us talking and sex, so friends with benefits? I don't know.
   I'm not one to cheat, im strongly against it but i'm not in a labeled relationship. I feel like it would be wrong to have relations with another girl, but I don't want to lose my gaming momentum/mojo. I want to keep my peak and never fall from it. I feel like if I just hang on the coat tails of this girl then i'd end up regretting it and doing something stupid, like falling for her. It would just be an empty investment, so i'm just gonna try to keep my options open and keep on opening sets. Because i'll have to find her replacement and i'd rather have the replacement up for bat than looking for one after she leaves.
    it's gonna be tough though, like I said before i'm still in that relationship mentality, I gotta cut the crap and get my head out of the relationship ass. I'm not saying I don't want a relationship, i'm saying that this girl is an empty investment, only thing coming out of this which is nice, is sex, but that can only go so far.
    Let the games begin....

when you finally reach it, what next?

So, I've studied the art of pickup for about two years now. What I've never studied is how to keep a relationship going. I've reached the point of pickup that every PUA is looking for (at least a majority of them), the perfect girl. Ofcourse theres some circumstances that goes with this girl but, as a person and not including her past or future, I really like her. but the thing with me is that i'm terrible with relationships, and I am a little afraid that if this girl actually begins to work out that she'll be gone anyways because shes leaving for college. its a fucked up situation and this is a reason falling for someone should be the right person otherwise, well you know how it ends...
ugh shitty. anyways, summary: I like a girl, know pickup better than relationships, shitty feeling aka butterflys.

jack of all traits...

definitely not keeping up with that type of mindset, although I think about it quite often
, I just gotta keep the motion going. As long as I can think it then I can do it. It worked before, it'll work again...

a mild case of the "one-itis"

ONEitis ; is a common case of being fixated on ONE particular girl that he's consumed an exponential amount of time with yet has not been laid by her yet, it is very disastrous for a pickup artist because he then stops going out to meet other women.

Ok I have a MILD case of ONEitis with the high school girl. My game is on POINT. but i'm having trouble with my timing well because she is always busy with school or whatever. But I've just realized that me putting myself on hold (not completely, i'll say why not completely in a little). She's been getting information about me through other people and that's her way of getting to know me, which pisses me off. I want a girl to get to know me through me, not through others opinions. Sure i'm a pick up artist but i'm not following some stupid routines, or gimmicks. I'm being my self, just a lot more amplified!

Anyways I haven't been completely on hold because the other night I went out with some of my co workers to a club. And I was pretty drunk, wasn't trying to do game but I made out with a good amount of girls and only got one number. Usually when I try to really game my night would end with about 3-4 numbers, but honestly fuck the amount of numbers, I want quality over quantity anyday.

Back to ONEitis, the way I was told to cure it was to bang out a dozen girls, and if I still have the same feelings about the same girl then there truly is something there.

Something I've strayed from was the quote "Boys make excuses, men make changes." time to make some changes

i knew you were trouble when you walked in...

Oddly enough that song is a perfect headliner for this post.

    So this story pertains to the 18 yr old I met in the club (im 19). She came in with her friends and right there and then I wanted to get her number. I ignored her the entire night and surprisingly enough I was still able to get her number before closing time.
     Anyways we've been talking for about 2 weeks almost, not only texting but also calling. We talked for 2 hours the other night, which was pretty awesome because the conversation never died. Also found out that shes a freak, a good one, like the ones that every guy could dream of.
    But I just recently discovered that even if she broke up with her ex, theyre like damn near bestfriends.
    So heres also another dilemma, she's moving to California once shes graduates from school. Also she said she is completely cutting off dating people. But she is in fact down to fuck
    Heres the thing, I just feel like it wouldn't be right because I felt like she is a girl that I could actually wait a long time for, not the one you just bone and move on. I guess if shes leaving, might as well make the best of what I can have because shes not gonna be with me, ever.
    So all I can do is fight that crushing feeling of regret. hit it and quit it, it shall be.
stay sleazy.

im on to you...

I've been reading "The Game" by neil strauss.

And my eyes have been opened so far. I'm impressed by a guy named Mystery, his style is something I could definitely partake in. Then theres some other PUA's that a more decisive style with a lot more steps and honestly just confusing. I'm planning on testing out mystery's theory tonight.
Heres the condensed list of mystery method.

1) walk in to the club with a HUGE smile. See the first group with the target and approach instantly following the 3 second rule.
2)recite a memorized opener if not two or three in a row.
3)the opener should open the entire group not just the girl. When talking, ignore the target for the most part and if theres men then focus your attention on the men
4)Neg the target with one the slew negs that could be googled.
5)convey personality to the entire group with humor,jokes, magic, etc.
6)Neg the target again if need be.
7) ask everyone how everyone knows each other, and at this point you'll find out if anyone is in a relationship, if the target is taken by someone there then simple say "pleasure meeting you"
8)if shes unspoken for, tell the entire group that you've been alienating their friend for a while and ask if she can be spoken to for a couple minutes
9)isolate her and grab her by the hand and tell her your gonna show her something. If she squeezes then that's an IOI.
10) sit with her and perform runw reading, esp test or any other test that will fascinate and intrigue her
11)tell her "beauty is common but what's rare is a great energy and outlook on life. tell me what do you have inside that would me make me want know you more than just a mere face in the crowd" if she begins listing qualities = IOI
12)stop talking and if she reintiates the conversation with a question with the word 'so' then you've got all 3 IOI's
13)kiss close time. out of the blue say "would you like to kiss me?" if the setting or circumstances of the current circumstance to physical intimacy then give a time constraint by saying "I gotta go but we should continue this" then get her number and leave

when im sad, i stop being sad and be awesome instead. True story.

So yesterday was pretty awesome and all but it just doesn't feel right...

      I ended up fucking one of the girls that I believed had potential... But it just didn't feel right. This girl doesn't have the potential I thought she had. I was told by a wise person, "if shes easy she won't be amazing, if shes amazing then she won't be easy." I've learned this before and im not gonna fk this up again. Not again.
      The girl that is left with potential is hard to crack because one second she wants me then the next she doesn't want anything to do with me. Its an immature thing to do and would rather her be straight forward but shes in high school(18 years old) so I can see why she's playing these childish games. Maybe its not a good idea to even bother with this girl, BUT i'm in a state of mind to do any challenges. That barney Stinson mindset.
     On another note, im thinking of cutting myself off from alcohol completely. I have a feeling it wont work out but I think I should start slow, like a week of zero alcohol then one day of drinking, etc. I feel like I could perfect my game if I left alcohol out of my system but then again if I were to do night game then alcohol could be either a boost or a crutch. Still undecided on my decision

If you want trouble then I want the same...

Last weekend was great, not perfect but honestly great.
Out of the numerous girls it just got down to 2 girls with potential.
Its funny because this Saturday round 2 begins, im going to find girls with great potential so I can find that future girl i'll spend a lifetime with. So if last weekends girls don't show anymore potential then its time to move on orrrr continue with these girls on with the second one also.
Theyre both equally awesome  now that I've talk to them both but only one can go onto the finals.
     Honestly I hate this game but im not in it for the game, I'm in it to find the one I'm going to spend the rest of my life with. One girl from Saturday states "I don't know how many girls numbers you got tonight but i'm glad you got mine." That killed me because she doesn't know I got 2 other numbers, but i'm not gonna tell her, were not going out but that little bit of guilt still comes over me.
          At the same time I love the game, you know why, because theres mystery, adventure, and life changing decisions. Not every girl is the same, you meet every girl from every type of the world, some are bored, lonely, horny, dumb, etc. It goes on for a long time. But in the end, all girls are diffrerent, you just gotta be willing to work with the different phases that a girl goes through

about to get real deep...

ALRIGHT, this weekend was in fact a success. I got 7 numbers and multipleeeee make outs.
But out of all the numbers and makeouts, im only continuing to talk to two girls, sooner or later it'll be down to one. And if that one girl doesn't turn out so well then I have this weekend to rebound, im gonna go bezerk since its the last Saturday i'll have off for weeks.

          The situation with one of the girls that im not currently talking to that I got her number, bad English. She has an amazinggggg personality, she was singing spongebob songs outside the club with me and cracking jokes all fuckin night, I love it! but she JUST got out of a two year relationship with a guy the day before, this isn't the type of girl I just wanna hit and quit, shes a lot more than that in my book. but if she doesn't wanna continue, I wouldn't blame her because I know for a fact that feelings won't go away that quick in a relationship that lasted that long.

One girl that im still talking to is just absolutely gorgeous and was showing sooooo many ioi's during our night out. AND she lives on the same base as me, unfortunately shes always really busy because of school. I offered to "romance the shit outta her", she agreed to it but i'm still contemplating a good day.

The last girl that im talking to is pretty cool but I honestly don't remember an interaction with her due to my drunkiness. She seems like a chill girl but I don't see a connection quite yet, BUT shes a massage therapist, sweet baby jesus. I asked for a massage as soon as I found out shes a massage therapist, too dope

  Too far to see but too close to tell...

together we can shut it down...

Tonight is going to be LEGEN-WAIT FOR IT im still tired because of my internal clock is use to going to sleep really because I have to wake up really early now which totally sucks, but oh well gonna take a power nap because the rest of this night is going to be-DARY!
   Im not going to have a lot of opportunities to have a whole weekend off so I'm definitely going to make the best of this weekend. My buddies and some new people to the office are going to head to a nice college town. I'm excited for it because it's a great crowd, pretty girls, and expensive drinks. Totally worth the trip, takes about 30 minutes to get there, it's cold, probably raining outside still, but all in all, totally worth it. Not sure the direction of tonight will be since last time I came out here I was in a terrible mood because the night started off terrible.
     But this place is awesome, so an awesome start will carry on for the rest of the night. It's all about what you make of the experience. It's my own perspective and decisions that are gonna either decide whether or not I can make it a legendary night or not.
      I don't think I made a post on my night gaming outline usually goes. Well mi giente, you're in for a treat because this is how my night gaming outline usually goes.

• Approach with confidence, show what you want, if you want a cookie then GOD DAMMIT SHOW HER YOU WANT HER COOKIES
• Strong eye contact, it'll show her that your not insecure and have the confidence
• Pull her in so your faces should almost be touching
• Plenty of kino aka touching, you can be hilarious as a mofo, but if your not showing a sexual attraction by touching her(i.e shoulder,leg,her penis, etc.)
• Flash forward mindset, the club life is like a mystical wonderland. and within that wonderland, time is x10 faster than normal if you haven't noticed, so within this wonderland, your game also x10 faster. YOU CAN skip so many steps that are normally used in daygame and just go straight for the makeout or number.
• Persistence is key, if some dude comes up to her or if she says shes leaving, it's up to you on how willing you are to pull her, don't think if shes worth it, YOU APPROACHED HER, THERES NO QUESTION IF SHES WORTH IT.
• Bullshit tests, theres a lot of girls that have guards because of their insecurities that make them throw up barriers or aka bullshit tests, or shit tests or "the shit I don't like". this is one of the worst situations I really despise because the simple fact is that when I'm night gaming, I don't wanna deal with shit tests, I just wanna get laid, I don't have time for shit test nonsense. anyways shit tests are what girls do that make them stall the time they have with you so they can get a range of how far your willing to go to win her.
• God mode is one of the most essential skills you must learn to deal with, the greatest PUA's even have to go through pre-god mode before they reach their peak during a night. its basically that feeling after a warm up, when your ready to do absolutely ANYTHING. God mode is the same, once you go through your first couple of blowouts, you begin to give zero fucks and are on fire with your game.
• TAKE A RISK! being "safe" is going to get you absolutely no where, you gotta be fast in this environment, your not IN KANSAS ANYMORE!
• HAVE LEGIT FUN, girls can see that your having fun and if your bullshitting your "fun" they can smell it a mile away!

                                                                       CHEERS!

the search of a wingman...

         So my buddies always come with me everywhere (club wise). I'm trying to turn atleast one of them into the ultimate wingman/player. Why you ask? Because doing pickup is starting to get a little boring and I could really use the help when locking on to big sets. I could do it, but I've came to the conclusion that my success rate could double if I had a proper and experienced wingman.
      So far I've got one buddy that is matching all the qualities I'm looking for, the only thing is that he drinks way too much to be able to pull any girls. Also he settles which is actually a good thing for me because I then know that he would distract the 'nade if need be. But I really want to get him to be able to pull more than just a settlement.
       As for the weekend, I'm thinking of going completely sober for pickup. I usually get a couple drinks to get a good buzz on, but I don't wanna use alcohol as a crutch. I know theres no way my future wingman is gonna go out completely sober but I could limit his drinks to the point where he's only just buzzed.
        Honestly, the area were going to on Friday is going to be an easy pull. The area is FULL of colleges=college kids=college girls. I love college girls, not only because they're smart and stupid but because they know how to party.

the world is not enough...

Went to the club this weekend, did an okay job. But i'm kinda mad at myself because I KNOW my potential on how much harder I can go. All I can do is keep improving myself. Heres a recap.

   So on Friday I gathered up my buddies to head to the club we usually go to now. We pre partied which we always do just because its a money saver. As soon as we got there I went into boss mode and went straight up to Sam. We were talking and kino was on point. Im starting to do pua methods without even thinking about it now. Plenty of touching and laughing, our faces were touching. She was touching my leg. Shit went perfect, ended up making out and dancing. She was weird as fuck, she kept going and talking to the bouncers. So weird, seriously. Anyways, I left at like 1 or 2 am which is early as hell. I don't know why I did that. I don't remember how I even got home. But I woke up with a dry bloody nose and the blood was all over my face. I was freaking out because I don't know how that happened.
    Saturday was better, not in pickup terms, more as in how much fun I had. Even though I didn't pickup any girls I still had a great night. I didn't go in to the club boss enough. I was too sober to be honest, alcohol was definitely a crutch for me. Saw sam with some dude and ofcourse her fat friend was still third wheeling it. I barely even talked to sam. I saw her making out with some guy, so now I know shes a huge slut, on to the next one. I met this army kid, he's a good dude. His friend was absolutely gorgeous... I honestly just fell in love with her, physically ofcourse. So now im  on a mission to find this girl, she lives on base so it won't be too hard to find her.
      This post was badly worded and terrible. I'm having trouble concentrating, not sure why. But that's it for this one. Next weekend, there won't be regrets.

Back in the biz.

     Was in a hiatus due to moving and having my laptop being locked up and away, but im fucking back it feels damn good. My current situation, just moved to England. Unfortunately I came straight here from Texas and wasn't able to go back home, San Diego, before I came to England. But it really doesn't matter any more because this place is fucking awesome and I don't think I ever want to move. Maybe find a warmer place during winter because the weather sucks during winter but fortunately I came at a time when it's just turning a bit warmer.

      So what the hell have I been up to... Not much before I got England. Pre-England, I was doing a lot of packing, paper work, and killing time before I left Texas. I celebrated my 19th birthday doing fucking paperwork and walking around the base all day.... how fun, right?
       Sadly I didn't get to celebrate my birthday on the actual day but I got to celebrate it in jolly good ol' England. So it was about 6 pm England time, we we're all settled in to our new dorms. I already knew I was gonna get drunk, fact. I already visited the shoppette on base, picked up a bottle of gin,beer and some other stuff. I was going to celebrate my birthday, some way or another. Got invited to go to bowling alley, which is across the street from my dorm, which is awesome. Opened up a tab, and the beer, kept on coming.... Besides the never ending waterfall of beer, I drank a couple of those little vodka bottles which are cute as shit. Got piss drunk, and actually started bowling in other people's lanes, including an officer's.... LOL. Don't know how I got back to my dorm, but damn I slept good!
      The next night was part 2 of my birthday celebration. I began drinking at about 9 pm, not heavy drinking, kinda paced my self. Walked over to the smoking area of my dorms. Met a new friend who was talking to my team mates. He seemed like a cool dude, he invited me out to go clubbing in a couple minutes, I was on board! I really wanted to experience the night life of England! Plus I was pretty drunk and was up for anything. We ended up going to a place about 15 mins away. Even when I was drunk, this place was pretty cool looking, not the venue, just the street view of all the night life, people club hopping. We got to the first club, the new guy I met knew all the bouncers so we went ahead of the line, which was awesome.
       Checked in my coat, which was free, got in for free, and found out the jager bombs were 1 pound each. Talk about a great club! Before we even started anything, we started off the official night with shots of tequila, which was strong as fuck! After we had our shots, we hit the dance floor! My new buddies, truly danced, not some bullshit 'sway your body back and fourth'. Which fed my mood and made me into a dancing maniac, went hard! I danced with about 4 girls in the first club, went dancing next to the DJ, and danced with probably the hottest girl in the club but honestly she probably wasn't the hottest since I was drunk.
     We ended up going to another club just down the street, danced like a maniac again. But this place was a lot more crowded, which wasn't a bad thing, just meant more girls to dance with! This place was also just as awesome but I think the drinks were just a little more expensive. Other than the expensive drinks, it was dope! Took a break from dancing and went outside. Met a polish girl that was 31 years old, hot, and I think she was a hooker. Her accent was so hard, and I was so drunk that I think I ended up talking just like her. She was probably like wtf.... But somehow I got her number!
      The night was ending quickly and I was horny, tried calling the polish girl, no answer. So I started scouting, I met a two set. One was cute and ofcourse the bagger friend... I got the cute girl's number while my drunk friend kept the fat friend busy. I think he was just being friendly and not actually wingmanning. Anyways, me and the girl talked for about a week, I got bored. Wasn't going too far, she was 25 and thought I was too young, but we can still be friends, she might have hotter friends that I can meet.




-Questions into statements.
-Over exaggerate
-Using the "US mentality"

the countdown

T-minus 30 days till I'm in England. Soooooo damn excited! I was also informed that it's hard to be stationed somewhere else other than Europe once you come here. So I'm gonna enjoy a good 6 years over here and be able to say I traveled Europe and poetically some Asia. I'm motivated more than ever right now.I'm saving up, working out and just staying focused on work. Definitely trying to stay out of trouble.the thing is that if I get hurt, in trouble, etc then they will hold me back in training which could knock into getting a different station. It is sort of complicated if your not in the military. I'm hoping for the best and expecting the worse

optimisim

I've been posting terrible posts lately do to the fact I've been doing them off my phone, it's annoying because it auto corrects me then im too lazy to go back and fix the mistakes... Anyways, ive been a bad mood the last couple of days so I had to do some soul searching, found what I needed, now im running with it and feel a lot better. I'm feeling a lot more optimistic! The song "good day-nappy roots" Realllyyyyyy brightens up my day.
Pickup is just a natural thing, I don't really post about it anymore because interactions are so smooth that I totally forget about what I did, unless I intentionally look at what im doing. Right now im gonna slow down on pickup because I don't really wanna go off base unless its for something important. Im trying to save money for England and I also wanna meet some financial goals this year. Taxi's are just ridiculous, even the cool taxi drivers charge you too much.
I have a ridiculously funny yet saddening story about when I was at the casino hotel party... My ego is kinda hurt and my relations with the girl are somewhat weird. Shes not some random sleeze, shes actually a girl I've known since high school freshman year. She's a good girl and definetly talented at some things lol. Anyways ill save the hotel casino party for another post and another day...

everything.

Been a while since my last post, been extremely busy. I was at an army base for about 3 weeks doing some training exercises.it was not fun.then I went back home to San Diego and had an extremely fun time, too bad it was such a sort amount of leave.now I'm back in Texas to finish up some more training before I go back to San Diego then I'm off to England.
Recently watched some videos on YouTube by this guy named skyy join. He's a cool guy from the Bahamas with tons of enthusiasm, honestly I don't know where he gets it all. He took a trip visiting Asian countries. He didn't make hardcore plans, he back packed his entire time there he was constantly on urge move.I thought that was such a cool and efficient easy to travel.I definitely woody mind doing that.he's also been to ALLOT of other parts of the world which I think is absolutely great! He's inspiring me to really go travel once I'm out of the military, yes we get to travel but I only get a certain about of days to have leave.I would like to have all the time in the world. Once I go to England, I'm gonna try and knock out as many countries in Europe that I can so I can get Europe out of the way. Then I'll head in to Asia maybe.
New subject, as for new years resolutions,I don't really have any. I just wanna see my family and go to England. That's all I want this year.