when im sad, i stop being sad and be awesome instead. True story.

So yesterday was pretty awesome and all but it just doesn't feel right...

      I ended up fucking one of the girls that I believed had potential... But it just didn't feel right. This girl doesn't have the potential I thought she had. I was told by a wise person, "if shes easy she won't be amazing, if shes amazing then she won't be easy." I've learned this before and im not gonna fk this up again. Not again.
      The girl that is left with potential is hard to crack because one second she wants me then the next she doesn't want anything to do with me. Its an immature thing to do and would rather her be straight forward but shes in high school(18 years old) so I can see why she's playing these childish games. Maybe its not a good idea to even bother with this girl, BUT i'm in a state of mind to do any challenges. That barney Stinson mindset.
     On another note, im thinking of cutting myself off from alcohol completely. I have a feeling it wont work out but I think I should start slow, like a week of zero alcohol then one day of drinking, etc. I feel like I could perfect my game if I left alcohol out of my system but then again if I were to do night game then alcohol could be either a boost or a crutch. Still undecided on my decision

If you want trouble then I want the same...

Last weekend was great, not perfect but honestly great.
Out of the numerous girls it just got down to 2 girls with potential.
Its funny because this Saturday round 2 begins, im going to find girls with great potential so I can find that future girl i'll spend a lifetime with. So if last weekends girls don't show anymore potential then its time to move on orrrr continue with these girls on with the second one also.
Theyre both equally awesome  now that I've talk to them both but only one can go onto the finals.
     Honestly I hate this game but im not in it for the game, I'm in it to find the one I'm going to spend the rest of my life with. One girl from Saturday states "I don't know how many girls numbers you got tonight but i'm glad you got mine." That killed me because she doesn't know I got 2 other numbers, but i'm not gonna tell her, were not going out but that little bit of guilt still comes over me.
          At the same time I love the game, you know why, because theres mystery, adventure, and life changing decisions. Not every girl is the same, you meet every girl from every type of the world, some are bored, lonely, horny, dumb, etc. It goes on for a long time. But in the end, all girls are diffrerent, you just gotta be willing to work with the different phases that a girl goes through

about to get real deep...

ALRIGHT, this weekend was in fact a success. I got 7 numbers and multipleeeee make outs.
But out of all the numbers and makeouts, im only continuing to talk to two girls, sooner or later it'll be down to one. And if that one girl doesn't turn out so well then I have this weekend to rebound, im gonna go bezerk since its the last Saturday i'll have off for weeks.

          The situation with one of the girls that im not currently talking to that I got her number, bad English. She has an amazinggggg personality, she was singing spongebob songs outside the club with me and cracking jokes all fuckin night, I love it! but she JUST got out of a two year relationship with a guy the day before, this isn't the type of girl I just wanna hit and quit, shes a lot more than that in my book. but if she doesn't wanna continue, I wouldn't blame her because I know for a fact that feelings won't go away that quick in a relationship that lasted that long.

One girl that im still talking to is just absolutely gorgeous and was showing sooooo many ioi's during our night out. AND she lives on the same base as me, unfortunately shes always really busy because of school. I offered to "romance the shit outta her", she agreed to it but i'm still contemplating a good day.

The last girl that im talking to is pretty cool but I honestly don't remember an interaction with her due to my drunkiness. She seems like a chill girl but I don't see a connection quite yet, BUT shes a massage therapist, sweet baby jesus. I asked for a massage as soon as I found out shes a massage therapist, too dope

  Too far to see but too close to tell...

together we can shut it down...

Tonight is going to be LEGEN-WAIT FOR IT im still tired because of my internal clock is use to going to sleep really because I have to wake up really early now which totally sucks, but oh well gonna take a power nap because the rest of this night is going to be-DARY!
   Im not going to have a lot of opportunities to have a whole weekend off so I'm definitely going to make the best of this weekend. My buddies and some new people to the office are going to head to a nice college town. I'm excited for it because it's a great crowd, pretty girls, and expensive drinks. Totally worth the trip, takes about 30 minutes to get there, it's cold, probably raining outside still, but all in all, totally worth it. Not sure the direction of tonight will be since last time I came out here I was in a terrible mood because the night started off terrible.
     But this place is awesome, so an awesome start will carry on for the rest of the night. It's all about what you make of the experience. It's my own perspective and decisions that are gonna either decide whether or not I can make it a legendary night or not.
      I don't think I made a post on my night gaming outline usually goes. Well mi giente, you're in for a treat because this is how my night gaming outline usually goes.

• Approach with confidence, show what you want, if you want a cookie then GOD DAMMIT SHOW HER YOU WANT HER COOKIES
• Strong eye contact, it'll show her that your not insecure and have the confidence
• Pull her in so your faces should almost be touching
• Plenty of kino aka touching, you can be hilarious as a mofo, but if your not showing a sexual attraction by touching her(i.e shoulder,leg,her penis, etc.)
• Flash forward mindset, the club life is like a mystical wonderland. and within that wonderland, time is x10 faster than normal if you haven't noticed, so within this wonderland, your game also x10 faster. YOU CAN skip so many steps that are normally used in daygame and just go straight for the makeout or number.
• Persistence is key, if some dude comes up to her or if she says shes leaving, it's up to you on how willing you are to pull her, don't think if shes worth it, YOU APPROACHED HER, THERES NO QUESTION IF SHES WORTH IT.
• Bullshit tests, theres a lot of girls that have guards because of their insecurities that make them throw up barriers or aka bullshit tests, or shit tests or "the shit I don't like". this is one of the worst situations I really despise because the simple fact is that when I'm night gaming, I don't wanna deal with shit tests, I just wanna get laid, I don't have time for shit test nonsense. anyways shit tests are what girls do that make them stall the time they have with you so they can get a range of how far your willing to go to win her.
• God mode is one of the most essential skills you must learn to deal with, the greatest PUA's even have to go through pre-god mode before they reach their peak during a night. its basically that feeling after a warm up, when your ready to do absolutely ANYTHING. God mode is the same, once you go through your first couple of blowouts, you begin to give zero fucks and are on fire with your game.
• TAKE A RISK! being "safe" is going to get you absolutely no where, you gotta be fast in this environment, your not IN KANSAS ANYMORE!
• HAVE LEGIT FUN, girls can see that your having fun and if your bullshitting your "fun" they can smell it a mile away!

                                                                       CHEERS!

the search of a wingman...

         So my buddies always come with me everywhere (club wise). I'm trying to turn atleast one of them into the ultimate wingman/player. Why you ask? Because doing pickup is starting to get a little boring and I could really use the help when locking on to big sets. I could do it, but I've came to the conclusion that my success rate could double if I had a proper and experienced wingman.
      So far I've got one buddy that is matching all the qualities I'm looking for, the only thing is that he drinks way too much to be able to pull any girls. Also he settles which is actually a good thing for me because I then know that he would distract the 'nade if need be. But I really want to get him to be able to pull more than just a settlement.
       As for the weekend, I'm thinking of going completely sober for pickup. I usually get a couple drinks to get a good buzz on, but I don't wanna use alcohol as a crutch. I know theres no way my future wingman is gonna go out completely sober but I could limit his drinks to the point where he's only just buzzed.
        Honestly, the area were going to on Friday is going to be an easy pull. The area is FULL of colleges=college kids=college girls. I love college girls, not only because they're smart and stupid but because they know how to party.

the world is not enough...

Went to the club this weekend, did an okay job. But i'm kinda mad at myself because I KNOW my potential on how much harder I can go. All I can do is keep improving myself. Heres a recap.

   So on Friday I gathered up my buddies to head to the club we usually go to now. We pre partied which we always do just because its a money saver. As soon as we got there I went into boss mode and went straight up to Sam. We were talking and kino was on point. Im starting to do pua methods without even thinking about it now. Plenty of touching and laughing, our faces were touching. She was touching my leg. Shit went perfect, ended up making out and dancing. She was weird as fuck, she kept going and talking to the bouncers. So weird, seriously. Anyways, I left at like 1 or 2 am which is early as hell. I don't know why I did that. I don't remember how I even got home. But I woke up with a dry bloody nose and the blood was all over my face. I was freaking out because I don't know how that happened.
    Saturday was better, not in pickup terms, more as in how much fun I had. Even though I didn't pickup any girls I still had a great night. I didn't go in to the club boss enough. I was too sober to be honest, alcohol was definitely a crutch for me. Saw sam with some dude and ofcourse her fat friend was still third wheeling it. I barely even talked to sam. I saw her making out with some guy, so now I know shes a huge slut, on to the next one. I met this army kid, he's a good dude. His friend was absolutely gorgeous... I honestly just fell in love with her, physically ofcourse. So now im  on a mission to find this girl, she lives on base so it won't be too hard to find her.
      This post was badly worded and terrible. I'm having trouble concentrating, not sure why. But that's it for this one. Next weekend, there won't be regrets.

Back in the biz.

     Was in a hiatus due to moving and having my laptop being locked up and away, but im fucking back it feels damn good. My current situation, just moved to England. Unfortunately I came straight here from Texas and wasn't able to go back home, San Diego, before I came to England. But it really doesn't matter any more because this place is fucking awesome and I don't think I ever want to move. Maybe find a warmer place during winter because the weather sucks during winter but fortunately I came at a time when it's just turning a bit warmer.

      So what the hell have I been up to... Not much before I got England. Pre-England, I was doing a lot of packing, paper work, and killing time before I left Texas. I celebrated my 19th birthday doing fucking paperwork and walking around the base all day.... how fun, right?
       Sadly I didn't get to celebrate my birthday on the actual day but I got to celebrate it in jolly good ol' England. So it was about 6 pm England time, we we're all settled in to our new dorms. I already knew I was gonna get drunk, fact. I already visited the shoppette on base, picked up a bottle of gin,beer and some other stuff. I was going to celebrate my birthday, some way or another. Got invited to go to bowling alley, which is across the street from my dorm, which is awesome. Opened up a tab, and the beer, kept on coming.... Besides the never ending waterfall of beer, I drank a couple of those little vodka bottles which are cute as shit. Got piss drunk, and actually started bowling in other people's lanes, including an officer's.... LOL. Don't know how I got back to my dorm, but damn I slept good!
      The next night was part 2 of my birthday celebration. I began drinking at about 9 pm, not heavy drinking, kinda paced my self. Walked over to the smoking area of my dorms. Met a new friend who was talking to my team mates. He seemed like a cool dude, he invited me out to go clubbing in a couple minutes, I was on board! I really wanted to experience the night life of England! Plus I was pretty drunk and was up for anything. We ended up going to a place about 15 mins away. Even when I was drunk, this place was pretty cool looking, not the venue, just the street view of all the night life, people club hopping. We got to the first club, the new guy I met knew all the bouncers so we went ahead of the line, which was awesome.
       Checked in my coat, which was free, got in for free, and found out the jager bombs were 1 pound each. Talk about a great club! Before we even started anything, we started off the official night with shots of tequila, which was strong as fuck! After we had our shots, we hit the dance floor! My new buddies, truly danced, not some bullshit 'sway your body back and fourth'. Which fed my mood and made me into a dancing maniac, went hard! I danced with about 4 girls in the first club, went dancing next to the DJ, and danced with probably the hottest girl in the club but honestly she probably wasn't the hottest since I was drunk.
     We ended up going to another club just down the street, danced like a maniac again. But this place was a lot more crowded, which wasn't a bad thing, just meant more girls to dance with! This place was also just as awesome but I think the drinks were just a little more expensive. Other than the expensive drinks, it was dope! Took a break from dancing and went outside. Met a polish girl that was 31 years old, hot, and I think she was a hooker. Her accent was so hard, and I was so drunk that I think I ended up talking just like her. She was probably like wtf.... But somehow I got her number!
      The night was ending quickly and I was horny, tried calling the polish girl, no answer. So I started scouting, I met a two set. One was cute and ofcourse the bagger friend... I got the cute girl's number while my drunk friend kept the fat friend busy. I think he was just being friendly and not actually wingmanning. Anyways, me and the girl talked for about a week, I got bored. Wasn't going too far, she was 25 and thought I was too young, but we can still be friends, she might have hotter friends that I can meet.




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