the rebound night...

I hate using the word "epic" but tonight was definitely epic. The reason why I posted this as the rebound night was because I've been out of the game for so long but recently unraveled a great night.
So it all started off with my buddy from boot camp, were in the same career field so we pretty much live in the same dorm. We went out to downtown to eat then hit the club. My dumbass leads us in the wrong direction but ended up finding hooters. We ate some deliciously greasy wings. We then proceeded to a club. Little did I know that it was actually a gay club. Before we even got into the club we were crossing the street. Then I see 6 beautiful girls walking our way, we struck up a conversation. So we told em after they asked us what we were doing tonight,we told em we were gonna hang out with them for the rest of the night. We ended up going to the club and danced a bit. I danced with almost all of em, then after about an hour of bull shitting on the dance floor they invited us back to their hotel room for a hotel party. I was all aboard. Oh and btw they were all in the navy.
Being the optimist that im totally am, I thought we were definetly gonna get laid. So we get into their suite and there I find a bunch of people. At this point I knew this shit wasn't gonna go anywhere. So me and my buddy bullshitted for like 20 minutes in there. The dude sailors that were there tried to start a little pissy fight with us because were air force....such a dumb excuse. So me and my buddy ended up leaving. Tried to go to the gay club to see if we could get lucky again but we struck out once we found out that we had to pay again even though we got stamped. So we decided to just call it a night.
It sounds like a lame night but it's kinda like one of those " you had to be there moments".

rustyyyyy

Today was the perfect case of the bitch butterflies, it was absolutely terrible, no excuses. Well actually i have one legit excuse, most of the girls looked under age but there was the occasional cute girl. The only girl that seemed the most attractive to me was the girl with a sleeve tattoo, did i approach, nope. Its hard not to regret it but it's best to move forward. I guess today was the first step of getting back into the game.
Tommorow is a new day, here's my game plan for tommorow (i should be using this plan everyday). Break through and machine gun through girls to get into the social mood. Hopefully reach god mode within the first hour of the night so i can enjoy the rest of my night. "don't dip your toe in the pool, just jump in to enjoy the rest of the swim". Im big on quotes and that's my favorite when im about to start gaming.
im heading to downtown then either a club or strip club, im excited and down for whatever, i just don't want to waste my weekend. That was a random last sentence, oh well lol.

inspiration through the roof

I've never been so inspired in my life, well I've probably have but this is the first time sober where I've been this inspired.so it's been multiple events in my life that have reawakening my inner awesomeness.first I needed a boost to get my player skills back up so I watched some simple pick up to regain that knowledge and mojo.then while I was in class today I learned an acronym that is mainly used in battle for my job but can be used in ANY situation,I blanked out on the acronym but I'll make a separate post on it some other day. Also today I had an instructor that was probably top 5 of the funniest guys I ever met, but at the same guy he was an absolute douche bag to us.anyways the instructor told us a quote that blew me away even with it's simplicity, `amateurs practice to get it right, professionals practice to perfect`. I love quotes and this is one that will stick with me for a while.

    On a fun, exciting, no more inspirational bs  note, going out this weekend.well hopefully if we don't get put on lockdown for other peoples dumb mistakes. I wanna make the most fun I can get without getting in trouble. I know my history involves allot of going out, get fucked up and expect great results but the tables have turned. It's now, stay sober and be a fucking awesome and expect great results. Worked before and it'll work again...

jawdropping...

Ive been getting pretty great news one after anothee. First i find out i get to go back to san diego for 2 weeks during christmas, then i find out a couple girls i know wanna have a 3 sum when i come back, then in February  when i go back to sd again im gonna make  a trip up to ucsb and like a rockstar lol. But the best news of all is that im gonna stationed in england come mid Feb.  Im beyond extactic.  It was first choice on my wishlist, so im beyond overwhelmed. Cant wait to find me a british girl!

a soldier first...

I've realized today, I won't be comfortable all the time like I use to be. I want all the comforts of home and want some more easy routes but I realized its just not that way anymore. Im a soldier first above every thing else. Im getting paid to step out of my comfort zone and face the elements of the unknown. I need to constantly keep my self in check, and tell myself that im a soldier first. A way I've been actually become a better soldier is eatting healthier. The pt here is alot tougher and it isn't doing me any good by eatting unhealthy crap. I gotta keep my eye on that beret.Integrity first, service before self and excellence in all we do.

discplined...

I notice when everyone is panicking or throwing out their idiotic comments/suggestions, im one of the few people that stay calm. I live by the 3 c's while im in my uniform, calm,cool and controlled. I like order and discipline, but if that is all lost and gone I can still keep my cool. It absolutely amazes me that some of these people are going into the same job as me. It upsets me that I'll be on the frontline with some of these people but it's something I just gotta learn to live with till they pull their crap together.
 My mission right now in life is to be the jack all traits. The things I wanna be able to juggle in life is totally reasonable and attainable. I wanna be the best I can be in my career, I wanna be able to learn Spanish, become a pro pickup artist, be able to play video games, and read a book every now and then. Every goal is do-able, nothing is impossible. But I don't wanna just be able to do some of these goals, I wanna become the jack of trades. The way to get better at stuff; 1)do it 2) do it again 3) repeat this process

So much better...

Everything about tech training is already 10x better than basic training. Im already in the groove of tech school. If I really had to describe it then I would say it's like college, except for the that im a weapons expert and can shoot grenades lol. Anyways, I love the atmosphere. So much more relaxed. Now my next huge step in my career is being able to actually apply what I learn. Im going to work my heart out for this job, work out, volunteer as much as possible, etc. So hopefully I can be chosen to do something like jump school. That extra pay could come in handy one day.