discplined...

I notice when everyone is panicking or throwing out their idiotic comments/suggestions, im one of the few people that stay calm. I live by the 3 c's while im in my uniform, calm,cool and controlled. I like order and discipline, but if that is all lost and gone I can still keep my cool. It absolutely amazes me that some of these people are going into the same job as me. It upsets me that I'll be on the frontline with some of these people but it's something I just gotta learn to live with till they pull their crap together.
 My mission right now in life is to be the jack all traits. The things I wanna be able to juggle in life is totally reasonable and attainable. I wanna be the best I can be in my career, I wanna be able to learn Spanish, become a pro pickup artist, be able to play video games, and read a book every now and then. Every goal is do-able, nothing is impossible. But I don't wanna just be able to do some of these goals, I wanna become the jack of trades. The way to get better at stuff; 1)do it 2) do it again 3) repeat this process

So much better...

Everything about tech training is already 10x better than basic training. Im already in the groove of tech school. If I really had to describe it then I would say it's like college, except for the that im a weapons expert and can shoot grenades lol. Anyways, I love the atmosphere. So much more relaxed. Now my next huge step in my career is being able to actually apply what I learn. Im going to work my heart out for this job, work out, volunteer as much as possible, etc. So hopefully I can be chosen to do something like jump school. That extra pay could come in handy one day.

backkkkk

Well technically I've been done with boot camp for a week now but I haven't had the time to update. So boot camp was probably the fastest two months of my life. Im now in tech training, I don't have a super amount of freedom yet. But I have just enough to be satisfied. As for my pickup, I pretty much lost all game because I've been made into a soldier. It'll take a while for me to break it. Jk I already got two chicks waiting for me in san Diego. This Christmas is gonna be awesomeeeee. Im beyond excited to head back home for Christmas. But for now im gonna try to keep focused on what im here for. Sadly I would've gone spec ops but there's no way in hell id be able to get top secret security clearance. So I headed a different route, frankly I love my job and look forward to going into sub jobs within my career field. I get to attend alot of the cool stuff that the army partakes in like, jump school.
 They really emphasize that sexual harassment is bad which kind of makes me wanna never try pickup here. If anything i would have to go through an extremely subtle and friendly approach then go in for the digits after the initial approach. So far I've seen very little to almost no cute girls here. So while im here I'll just work hard,eat right, and go big in san Diego.

some time to kill

 So apparently we can bring our phones to boot camp, just can't use it all the time. Only for special occasions like good behavior.

  I'll tell you guys about my day at meps and the hotel. The hotel was nothin' special until I saw some strippers walking around which made me a happy camper. So I decided to walk around the hotel a couple times to just see what I can do. Ended up just chilling ib my room.
  So today is my shipout date for boot camp. This day has longly been awaited. It was really sad/scarey that they kept losing my paperwork. Oh well, im officially active duty. I love the sound of that!

let life finally begin...

      So, it turns out I am getting shipped out to bootcamp tomorrow. Am I scared,nervous? No, it probaly hasnt hit me yet but it probaly never will. I've been doing alot of research and I saw a guy on youtube and the way he put it is, "Its only two months of your life, you have 60-70 more years." Simple as that, i was definetly relieved to hear something so simple yet calming. He also said just don't act like an idiot and you'll get through just fine. It'll be a tough one, but i'll make it, hahahaha. I'm really looking forward to B.E.A.S.T week, were suppose to live on a little wannabe makeshift base. We then have to defend it as if it were a real one.
       I have to go to a hotel today, then wake up tomorrow at 0400, there going to come get me then take me to MEPS, they'll process me there then take me to san diego air port and fly me out to texas. Im being optimistic, but I think this'll be the best 2 months of my young life.
       Now time to pessitimistic, this year was definetly not the best summer of my life. It was worth a try to challenge myself into making it the best but I guess too much stuff was happening in my life for it to be as great as I thought it would be. Now i'm going to keep my end of the bargain and go to college. Not sure where i'll attend but im going to air force community college for sure.
       See ya guys in 2 1/2 months :)

ahhhhhhh

Havent posted since wednesday, I try to keep the no-post gap between 1-3 days, oh well.

I've been sorta-kinda stressing about work. I told my recruiter about my tattoo, then he tells me I might be disqualified from joining. So now i'm going through a little process with my flight commander, seeing if im still able to join. Still no word. I got chewed out by my recruiter's boss. It was bitter sweet because it was the first time I actually REALLY cared about, but then again he was pretty funny at chewing me out. When he answered the phone, "Hey tattoo-guy." I wanted to laugh so hard but I knew the seriousness of the situation. My recruiter took it pretty well, he also got chewed out. He just told me to take it like a man. Overall it was definetly something that should be experienced (maybe). My plan B is to join the Navy, that was actually my plan A but my dad convinced to join the air force.

     Pickup relatedness, I was inside my house for so many days (besides when I went to go workout) that when I went to the mall yesterday, I wouldnt approach a single girl. Now I know how it feels to be back at step 1. Well, all I can do now is do some approaches while I still have time.

3 second rule

You can have that horrible feeling for the first 3 seconds or 10 mins, its your call wether or not to just jump in the cold water and get it over with so that you can enjoy the rest of your time in the water.