some time to kill

 So apparently we can bring our phones to boot camp, just can't use it all the time. Only for special occasions like good behavior.

  I'll tell you guys about my day at meps and the hotel. The hotel was nothin' special until I saw some strippers walking around which made me a happy camper. So I decided to walk around the hotel a couple times to just see what I can do. Ended up just chilling ib my room.
  So today is my shipout date for boot camp. This day has longly been awaited. It was really sad/scarey that they kept losing my paperwork. Oh well, im officially active duty. I love the sound of that!

let life finally begin...

      So, it turns out I am getting shipped out to bootcamp tomorrow. Am I scared,nervous? No, it probaly hasnt hit me yet but it probaly never will. I've been doing alot of research and I saw a guy on youtube and the way he put it is, "Its only two months of your life, you have 60-70 more years." Simple as that, i was definetly relieved to hear something so simple yet calming. He also said just don't act like an idiot and you'll get through just fine. It'll be a tough one, but i'll make it, hahahaha. I'm really looking forward to B.E.A.S.T week, were suppose to live on a little wannabe makeshift base. We then have to defend it as if it were a real one.
       I have to go to a hotel today, then wake up tomorrow at 0400, there going to come get me then take me to MEPS, they'll process me there then take me to san diego air port and fly me out to texas. Im being optimistic, but I think this'll be the best 2 months of my young life.
       Now time to pessitimistic, this year was definetly not the best summer of my life. It was worth a try to challenge myself into making it the best but I guess too much stuff was happening in my life for it to be as great as I thought it would be. Now i'm going to keep my end of the bargain and go to college. Not sure where i'll attend but im going to air force community college for sure.
       See ya guys in 2 1/2 months :)

ahhhhhhh

Havent posted since wednesday, I try to keep the no-post gap between 1-3 days, oh well.

I've been sorta-kinda stressing about work. I told my recruiter about my tattoo, then he tells me I might be disqualified from joining. So now i'm going through a little process with my flight commander, seeing if im still able to join. Still no word. I got chewed out by my recruiter's boss. It was bitter sweet because it was the first time I actually REALLY cared about, but then again he was pretty funny at chewing me out. When he answered the phone, "Hey tattoo-guy." I wanted to laugh so hard but I knew the seriousness of the situation. My recruiter took it pretty well, he also got chewed out. He just told me to take it like a man. Overall it was definetly something that should be experienced (maybe). My plan B is to join the Navy, that was actually my plan A but my dad convinced to join the air force.

     Pickup relatedness, I was inside my house for so many days (besides when I went to go workout) that when I went to the mall yesterday, I wouldnt approach a single girl. Now I know how it feels to be back at step 1. Well, all I can do now is do some approaches while I still have time.

3 second rule

You can have that horrible feeling for the first 3 seconds or 10 mins, its your call wether or not to just jump in the cold water and get it over with so that you can enjoy the rest of your time in the water.

who needs looks...

             Women are only interested in power,status and confidence. Looks are only for the attraction.

Sounds legit...

 I was browsing the simple pickup forums and stumbled upon a website that basically teaches you 'how to not give a fuck'. The way they put it is actually a comfortable mental status of not giving a fuck, you don't have to do anything stupid "to not give a fuck." One of the bullet points is....

 "Don’t ignore the problems you face. Rather, come to terms with them."

        This is something I was on board with yearssss ago. This came into play for 90% of the situations I came into, why not 100%? Well not every problem is something you CANT contemplate about, some problems are sometimes just something that consisently on your mind but you can't help it.

        Heres a couple more interesting things I read on the website.

  "Death should be your constant reminder to make the most of your situation.  Every second that passes, you are dying and you have less time to do what you have always wanted to do. Don’t have any regrets when you take your last few gasps of air. "

    "Understand fear – Most fear is irrational. Fear is the result of your brain jumping into cyclical thought patterns and then producing neurotransmitters that you perceive as fear.  But if you really analyze what’s going on, you will see your brain is automatically jumping to conclusions that may or may not happen.  And if your fear is realized, is it really as bad as you had envisioned?  Fear is your enemy.  Recognize it, and know that you can remove it immediately."

        I can't help but think that this website was made for pickup. Not only for pickup but for everyday life. But I prefer to use most of the advice it gives you for a pickup standpoint.

Being sober at a party, its the new thing try it...

           Ok so I went to another party tonight, just got back. It was basically like last week's party except no cop :(. I was completely sober, not a sip,hit,sniff of anything.... and i'm starting to like it. Im not big on the whole "above the influence" ideal, but i'm starting to see that I could actually have fun being sober. People always say that alcohol is a "crutch" to have fun. Im trying to prove those people wrong that being sober at a party isnt always bad. If you think about it this way; everyone is drunk=no one has inhibitions, so if your the only sober one then you feed off there 'no inhibitions' mentality. Basically everyone is so drunk, that your mind starts think your also drunk. Long story short, sobriety is awesome, as long as you can make it awesome.
            The girls there this week were definetly not as sexy as last week. I saw one cute girl, we kept eyeballing each other but my stupid girl friends were cockblocking the shit outta me. The kept grinding on me, while I just stood there with my hands in my pockets. Crushed my balls when they tried to grind. Other than the shitty attendance of hot girls, the overall atmosphere was pretty boring, couple people dancing here and there. DJ sucked, kept replaying the same music. I'm not going to blame that I was sober, everyone was literally boring, I dont know if they were all stoned out of their minds or whatever.