Back, time to go HAM.

So my previous relationship was a fluke. No need to talk about it. Just moving straight on. But I will tell you how I reacted to the ending of this relationship. I was sitting in mcdonalds basically dancing in my seat, a weight was lifted off my shoulders, and my head automatically turned on the gaming mode switch. With that much said we can move on now. Oh and I got a bit of a head start on the break up, made out with a girl last night...

Being out of the game made a pretty big impact on myself, last night it was pretty hard to approach. Maybe since I was still technically in a relationship so that's what could've been holding me back. But tonight, tonight is the night I go ape shit, nothing is holding me back now.

In order to have a successful night along with future endeavors. Here's a list of some of the things that ill need to exert success.

-Unreactiveness: Whatever the situation that's going on around you does not matter, the only thing that matters is the bubble that's holding you and your target.

-Dominance: Create a mindset of dominance, stick with it and don't doubt it.

-Don't be afraid to fuck up: Practice makes perfect, but don't test the water by dipping your toes in to the pool, dive right in

-Step out of your comfort zone: How boring is it to stay in your comfort zone your entire life. THRIVE in the moment

-Building social momentum: Pick up is just like a sport, you need to warm up before you head into the more strenuous part of the activity. That could mean getting blown out by several sets just to get the night/day into a steady pace of social action.

Innocence doesn't last forever....

   It kills me knowing, thats daddy's little girl/boy isnt that good of a kid anymore. They no longer have child hood innocence. They no longer are ignorant. They discover the world will eat them, beat them down, and bring them to their knees if they allow the world to... Its up to them to stay strong, and if they begin to break, they then need to express how they feel to someone they trust. And if you have no one to trust... well then your doing something wrong, your not taking a risk and letting people into your life, but also you could just be letting the wrong people into your life. Its all about you deeming if the person that you call your "friend" is trustworthy. Life is what you make of it. You could either go day by day whining about how the day is gonna suck and do this day after day until you take your last breath. Or you can be a dreamer, retain that childhood imagination and ignorance, just be responsible with it... As for me... I want to always be a dreamer. I want to stay as the goofball, beligerent, and ignorant kid. The kid that doesnt mind what people say, because in the end, whose having more fun and enjoying life at the end of the day.... The guy judging the little kid having fun and just enjoying life or the envious and bitter man who regrets everything.

My pictures 99% have nothing to do with the posts. I just like funny pictures, so that whenever I go back and read my blog, I can laugh at them, who doesn't like a good laugh?

lets get weirdddddd....

       I was looking for a damn leather jacket in Peterborough, didn't find one... Well I found a couple but they were in small size. Seems like all the clothes in this country is small -_-. So I left empty handed, sorta. I bought another doner, its a german food, I believe. It has some sort of meat then is wrapped in a pita bread with whatever toppings you want. Theyre not amazing but not too bad in this country. I honestly miss Mexican food probably more than anything right now.
      I watch youtube more than I watch tv/movies/anything combined. One of the channels I've recently gotten into is BFvGF(go check it out instead of me explaining it, lol). Anyways the bf and gf have such a strong trust in each other that I adore. Besides that, the bf rarely goes out but when he does he sometimes gets drunk, and hes one funny ass drunk. I miss those days, seems like the "days of freedom". By no means is my gf tying me down, I just feel like if I went out then i'd just be leaving a mystery in her head of what im doing when I go out. But I know for a fuckin fact I wouldn't do shit with another girl. So heres where trust is gonna have to come into play.
LETS GET FUCK WEIRDDDDDD. :D

time to relaxxxxxxx....

Just got done with one of the biggest tests ill have in my career. I was really aiming for a 95/100 but i did an "ok" just and got an 87. its not the biggest deal in the world to anyone but i feel like i could've done better. but anyways i only studied for  like a day and a half, i had months to study for it. so not too shabby for a guy that studied last minute...
       i'd be a fucking liar if i said i wasn't gonna miss my girl when she moves. but thinking about her leaving already is eating away at me. basically delaying the inevitable. its cool though, im learning to appreciate my time with her, and i could see this as a life lesson. appreciate the small amount of time i'll have with people.

Clear to me...

So I went out last night with 2 friends of mine last night and theyre were so many beautiful women, a lot. I'm proud of my self that I stopped any attempt on hitting any girl, its seriously natural reaction. I  had to constantly remind my self of Rachel (gf). So I just relaxed the entire night, it was a pretty shitty night though, I drank just a little bit but started to get a headache. It may be because of the supplements im taking... Anyways I don't really like alcohol, or the feeling it even gives me any more. I feel like it isn't fun anymore, or maybe because of the people I went out with weren't fun. but anyways im not so much into partying anymore. Although it was fun to watch dudes spit game, and fail, good times.

not so much...

Im not into the game much anymore, actually at all. I don't study it, don't practice it, but I do like watching footage of PUA's at work. I like to see and compare their styles. I'm happily in a relationship right now, and im not one to cheat, so the game isn't really the thing anymore. Im going to pick it back up at one point but for now im just cruising on the relationship boat, its a nice boat btw.
On the other hand I've recently got into weightlighting/bodybuilding. Its a good time occupant. I don't just spend time in the gym and go home and forget everything and eat whatever. I study nutrition, techniques for lifting, different supplements, and cook constantly. Its like a hobby, it takes a lot of dedication and effort. Im currently at 170.6 lbs trying to reach 200 by the end of the year, its a huge leap but I have the right mindset right now to get me to that goal. Im at a slender athletic build right now. Taking about 6 different supplements, you bet your paycheck im drinking a lot of liquids.

Success is the greatest revenge...

I always thought of ways of getting people back for things they've done to me. But I've learned to forgive and forget, let your success show them what your made of...